SimplyNotGettingBetter

~i don feel well...
i feel weird n uncomfortable.

Feel like puking the whole day
it started like few days back!
just now upon reaching home~vomited (yucks!)
Then i feel hungry not long after eating my dinner.
Increase in appetite and i dunno why...
I don feel good at all.... YET
i don wish to see the doctor as i am so broke
after buying my bag, contact lens and textbooks!

It's my god dad birthday today!
Happy birthday *Papa =)
hope u have fully reover.
~sent an email, i hope it shows my sincerity.
missed those days when i was a kid....
the love n care i got, i will never forget

*need rest: don feel any better

Contented~

I got my new bag.
I bought my contact lenses.
Blue & Brown~
I ate alot today!
Too much to be mention....
Had my thoughts spoken out.
Skipped lessons today.

My life is amazingly cute !!!
hahahaha
Most important point:
I AM WATCHING TWILIGHT (THE NEW MOON) AGAIN
OOOyeah!!!!0.o

SleepyDay

~Recently HOT in the afternoon but cooling in the night.
Air-condition is not needed ! ^^
(Electrical bill saved)

I am so freaking broke IN NEED of a job.
Cant wait for this month's allowance.
Need to buy my Maxi eye contact lens.
wonder what colour should i buy this time?
Also i saw this bag at AMK hub 50% off
I am so gonna get it ! ~wahahaha

 TJ said this that spoke out The thoughts from my mind 
~What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction

~disgusting feeling

What is happening recently?
Why always sick sick sick?
~giddy & vomited just now!
disgusting feeling lingering~YUCKS

Today had a eventfull day in school !
submitted my essay on Causes of Heart Disease.
Felt a sense on accomplishment cuz i finish within an hr!

During tutorial had fun doin stupid quiz on facebook with Shamiane
~will continue n complete our Twilight Quiz tml! wahahaha

Alrighty, gotta slp now....
Nighty people!

New Look !

Twilight haS New Moon
I had A New Look !

~Got a Hair cut
feels my hair is so much shorter now! =(

~still sick

My current wallpaper

~not well

~I'm havin this really bad cough

BUT still I am busy thinking of...

EDWARD CULLEN
EDWARD CULLEN
EDWARD EDWARD EDWARD

& STILL EDWARD CULLEN

MAY I SEE U IN MY DREAMS TONIGHT

Busy life

Last week :

On thursday went Zirca, gathering
but then it turn out not that gd.
i was lucky that you were there !


Friday, brought my ah ma to Ah He uncle's hse
to see the youngest member of the family, my cousin
Her name super funny.
my uncle named her megan.
just bcuz he like megan fox ! =)


Saturday, I had dinner with my godmom
It was a huge gathering at a resturant at raffles city
My goddad's side grandfather birthday.
It's been long since i ate with a crowd of 15 !
The buffet was nice, especially the durian paste!
After which we all hang out at the esplanade.
I never know my arms would ache that badly,
after carrying my little 2yrs cute cousin.




Sunday, meet out a friend went revising!
we chilled at D.O.M.E.....
the food is nice there....(not too bad)


This week:


Monday & tuesday TEST!
finally i gotten over it ! Phew!!


Met stephanie & hui fen
on a monday blue's day!
supposed to watch Twilight
BUT its not out yet damn!
wil catch it this thursday!


Last but not least,
i just wanna say :
I LOVE EDWARD
hehehe
~simply likes his freaky pale and white complexion!

yAWNzZzz

* its time to slp!

I'm In-Love

I'm madly In-Love with EDWARD!!!
Edward Cullen!!!!
OMG, it's obsession!
Mesmerized by his charm!
Anyone can u pls help me?

~sleepy

i wanna sleep
shall blog tml

~TIRED

I am tired tired tired
sleepy sleepy sleepy....

well well well,
weather is changing again....
it's getting warmer....
i can feel the heat  surronding the whole house
despite the fan blowing directly at me !

Hurry on my assignments then i can sleep le !

Ideas PLEASE

Right now at the library...
Slacking my way through.....
Thinking of ideas and more stupid ideas....
What kind of tissue packaging will be the next HOOHA trend.
Monster tissue !!!!???
~Princess~ totally not my style! OH PLEASE!
*EMO freak? hehehe

I got an idea for the logo, 
but all i need is to draw it out !
Damn, i am too lazy !!!!

All i can think of is HK drama....
i wanna know the ending !!!! 
~OMG !!! Addicted like crazy can !

I have yet completed my assignments, 
and i freaking haave a test tml !

Thursday have a gathering with the class at ZIRCA.
Should i go or not !?!  !@$%@#$%^&*
I am so god damn broke la......
~hesitating (if only i can get sponser for clubbing) 
*giggles!!!  =X

Tired

I am so freaking SLEEPY !!!!
Nothing is going into my freakin head
despite i am in the mid of the lesson,
and i am supposed to do the practices!

~All i can think of is hurry home,
comtinue to watch my drama HK series!!!
Gong Xin Ji!

If i were a boy

Randomness

Yes, I am ambitious, Daring, Spontaneous and Adventurous but, also Short-tempered, Reckless, Impulsive, Super-Egoistic and Morose

Photo updates !

StrawberryJelly for classmates !
Dear biscuit leh !
*sweet !

I got a rose today !Addicted to this book..

It all make sense about MEN !

~Its not always about you anymore!

*Totally disappointed that you can go to the extent of using force when i rejected you

Time management

It's time i start planning for my Life,
Making it a more meaningful one.
Instead of a waiting and slacking my way thru life!

First priority is definitely to go thru this 8 mths.
Then head up to the degree programme.
if given a chance i would really hope to leave this place.

I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS TO STUDY!
MY AIM :JAMESCOOK UNI (AUSTRALIA CAMPUS)

There's nothing left here for me to care about.

Friends? i can make more there.
Boyfriend? Did i even had ONE.
Family? do i even have a proper one?
Despite having a house, but its empty.
"Having you yet not having"
so it doesn't matter I'm here or NOT!

I just wanna be SET FREE!
~i am gonna care no more
u can call it cold shoulder, ignorance or attitude
~I DON GIVE A DAMN SHIT

~PLS SET ME FREE

Quotes of the Day

Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair. ~William Cowper


I think we dream so we don't have to be away from one another. If we're in each other's dreams, we'll always be together. ~ Hobbes


To a person in love, the value of the individual is intuitively known. Love needs no logic for its mission. ~ Charles A Lindbergh


Absence lessens half-hearted passions, and increases great ones, as the wind puts out candles and yet stirs up the fire. ~ Duc de la Rouchefoucauld

As is a tale, so is life: not how long it is, but how good it is, is what matters. ~ Seneca

You need to learn to be happy by nature, because you'll seldom have the chance to be happy by circumstance. ~ Lavetta Sue Wegman

Nobody really cares if you're miserable, so you might as well be happy. ~ Cynthia Nelms

Not well again

Guess I have been tired out recently.
Have been going to the hospital after school then home late.

I am all glad papa is discharged and now home already.
will visit him tomorrow~

It just broke my heart when i saw him after operation that day.
the word to describe was my world jux came down n it's

~depressing

____________________________________________

Read a magazine
This is what I've learnt.

Call it diplomacy, or negotiating,
we all ''play games'' to achieve our goals in life.
Be it Work, Friends,OR RELATIONSHIPS

(When actually r/s shouldn't be the case)

But that's the way life is,
Accept it AND we shall play this game together

you are my medicine!

You are just like my medicine.
That i have to take them constantly.
Now that i have been addicted to you,
it's like a drug i couldn't stop taking.
Without you, I just couldn't survive.

During the night with you,
you feels like a sleeping pill for me.
letting me sleep well through the night.
I need sedation's for good night sleep!~

What is happening to me ????

Happy Birthday to you ~

Radiated Boy

It's DEPRESSING

look at my life now!
It's just so depressing....
Right now at Gleneagles hospital,
God-dad just came out from an operation.
Everything is like falling apart.

Sorry people, I just don feel like talkin.
I am not who I am anymore.
Tears are always on my face.
I just can't seems to smile nor be happy...
Tell me what can I do?

Its funny how I could still love u,
With all my pieces of broken heart.
Don be sad if just one day,
I DISAPPEAR.
Maybe that, u would Remb me in ur heart.

Life is to difficult and tiring for me.
Often thinkin of taking the easy way out....
Sorry for being such a weakly,
I'm exhausted !!!

<3 my Life

Okiie this is the 3rd week of school
Just love being busy thou its tiring !

Went clubbing last Friday at O bar!
its been long since i had that much alcohol!
6 Jars... 2 Beers 4 vodlka mix.
Ended up no one wants the beer,
and me and steph gotta drink it all up!

Now, i care less of U, but more for myself!
~ its easier that way !

Papa is back on Sunday,
soon gotta have dinner together....
looking forward to it.
its been ages since i last saw him!

I am being so random in this post !
well, the weather has been acting weird recently.
A sunny, fine day could turned into a stormy day.
Jux like my mood ! *hahahah
But despite the super duper heavy rain,
it never stop me from going out during lunch hours.

oh well, that's all for now !

Photos upload below !

I have learnt that,

*Ignorance is Bliss!

Random Photos taken !

Like it or not, I bought these for U !

lOve my Purple contact lenses !Inside the dressing room kinda cool BUT its creepy OKDid i freak You out *haha (doing my mask!)

My cute little cousin who always frowns

LovE this ! My creation !!!

This shot here is called mophineX *nice
I freaking saw this in the bus !!!!

*for info i did not touch it, pic taken where it was found

(Apple flavour)

Love School!

Its week 2 of school
more friends and definitely i am enjoying classes.
my classmates are funny n cute .
and one thing, i found a click!
i was close with this girl, and we can be great friends
One great thing in common.!!!
we hate those china sluts ! FUCK them man!
those in school were so noisy.
just don understand Y!
scheming sluts, ASSHOLES.
its not just perceptions alright....
Its what i've been through and SAW with my own bloody eyes!!!

okiie enough of those "SI AH THIONGS!"

The weather is so nice n cold today.
A good day for sleepiing !
~tired after a long day at sch!

BUsy Busy !

Today is the 4th day of school.
Everything is just good and better.
Never had so much laughter in life since....
I love each day, looking forward to school,
Like my class, the lectures(funny lot), classmates.
Despite this guy, Wilfred a little to "di-siao"
PLUS he is 2 yrs younger than me *OMFG.
I got a partner in class too, so i am not a LONER.

Everyday to and fro from home n school.
Life is fun n tired....
gotta sleep now!!!
all ready for tomorrow's lesson.

Gd night everybody!

sweet dreams

Less of YOU

Finally school is starting.
New School,
New Surroundings
New faces
New friends .....
Most Important New Life !
With LESS of YOU

Recently tried to avoid u,
giving you the coldest treatment ever.
But y would u still wanna text me mushy sms
as if like there's nothings wrong.
I think i will still keep my stand in keepin COLD.
Once i pass this stage, everything will go right for me...
Endurance is all i need now

~wanna be used to having Less of U

mobile update

I'm sick after day 1 orientation day....
The aircon was so cold and during break the sun was shining hard on me... Then in e cold room again and out in e sun again. The weather was weird. Hot sun throughout the morning then started to rain when it was my lunch break ....
Supposed to have orientation day 2 today at the adventure forest, but I'm too sick.
Terrible headache, fever, sore throat and aches throughout my body till e legs. =(

I wannaget well soon....

My "Indepth' thinking

Sometimes thinking back,
I wished that our relationship is just US.
But then many factors and people are involved.
played a part which affects what we are and what we've become.

Egoism, Pride, Jealousy, Anger...ect,
turns the sweet and gentleness side of us...EVIL!
Simple US turns complicated....
And this complications changed my way of life,
personalitly and my beliefs i had all these while!
Things and life can never be the same again.....

"M i becoming CRAZY?" I asked myself....
Or is it that I've just become more complex thinking too much?
But the truth will always be the TRUTH!
Those thoughts that were in my mind are FACTS,
which I am facing are not just my assumptions nor imaginations.
I AM NOT MAKING THEM UP !!!

You denied but you cant hide the real reasons you may have.
I can endure whatever you have for me...
And do whatever it takes.
I rather live in a world of denial than a life w/o you.
I rather be paranoid than to be in a miserable heartache.

I am sorry for my selfishness,
but like it or not......
this is the world we are living in.....
Always living for ourselves first!

I admit my selfishness but than it's not a crime!

LOVE is all around

I love irritating you *hehe
i don't care if u find it annoying,
cuz i find it fun!

I am slacking way too much liao.
now then u start ask me study, is it too late?
always ask me play game....
it's not natural like to play okiie
its you ask me play then now addicted liao!

Anyway, next week 19th i got school orientation.
Cant wait to see new course mates.
hope to know more people, widen my social life.
I've learnt that my life cant just revolve ard you already.
cuz without you, my life will be empty n left with nothing le.


IjuxLoveOurName.
it jux goes round n round w/o endings!

edwardelinedwardeline

I jux wan a simple happy Life !

our Relationship of Glass

My lecturer posted this on facebook,
and it really knock some sense into my head!

"Relationship is like a glass of cup,
if we keep knocking on it, then it will crack,
and the love will leak through it.
The harder we knock on it, then it will definitely break.
Most often, we know exactly what piss our partner off
and yet we purposely still do it.....
After that we complain why our relationships don't work...
We pissed other party off just becus of our pride and ego.....
Ultimately trying to prove our point across to them
with a price to pay in the end....."


I don wish to pay the price in the end,
so i got to make things right!
do the things needed and know what's wrong that i shouldn't
I hope my super long sms to You will make u understand my heart.
I'm not Gd with words through my mouth,
words that i dare not speak are all texted.
so much we've been through together....
so much I've been through alone....
I only hoped for our better together.
cuz i really cant take heartaches anymore.
I am truly sorry for my mistakes done,
really wish that i do not have to use this word anymore
i just hate being SORRY!
Another sorry i wanna say is that,
to let You wait for me the whole of yesterday
when we were supposed to be hanging out !
All i need is You to understand my situation.
But still most of it its my fault !!!!
so so so sorry for letting u wait!
I deeply appreciate ur thoughts for that !

*You know i just want you with me and nth else will matters!

Not well

Finally STOMP is over.
Must wait till next year APRIL
for CHICAGO... a major musical for 2010

Headache don feel well few days back
but today headache got worst
cuz had been running around for bump out stocks!
Rain & shine today, weather wasn't good at all !
Mood affected too.......
Ups n Down....
How i wish i could hate you,
Life would be better for me !
Endure Endure Endure !!!!
But how much longer can i take it !

I seriously couldn't take anymore stress
cuz i know i am tearing apart by YOU !

Recently talked about popo,
I miss her...... so so so so much!
wonder how have you been in the 'wonderland' now
How i wish you are just here to lend me your shoulder to lay on

Missed those times when i really have someone there to talk to me.
POPO, ni shi the best popo in the whole universe

Freaking PISSED

Happy Birthday to U guys

Happy Birthday to you & YOU & yOu.
I have 3 Birthday guys today !
May all wishes come true and
All the best in everything you do !

Counting Down to last 4 shows for STOMP !
Been stress up lately cuz I keep making mistakes.
I am getting very forgetful too. *super blur!
Having been being myself lately too....
I hope happiness last long and continues,
even i know things were never the same anymore,
after all the shits that happened recently...
UPs & DOWNs.... I just wan HAPPY ones to stay.

Happy Birthday

Mobile photo updates

290809

GRAVEYARD!!!!
DIE!
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Snow skin MOoncake...
Thanks fat ass, it's nice haha

I don know you

Got to come esplanade early today,
DVD Stocks coming in at 4pm.
Right now nothing to do after packing the DVDs, but sitting at the library@esplanade.

The songs playing in e library make me start to think a little.
This moment playing: nothing's gonna change my love for you, you odd to know by how much I love you....

Love this love as it meant something.

I still dunno you by NOW!
what you wan & what ya thinking.
But I just love you so...

Anger Within Me!

I just wanna shout out loud!!!

I JUST FREAKING HATES HER !

i dunno what's wrong with me again???
~somebody pls tied me up b4 i do something stupid again

See You next Year !

Am back from watching the Hossan Leong Show today !

Oh man he is just so so so so cute !

His show was awesome...

Beyond words to describe hahahah....

Oh well see him next year !

(Someone promise the best seats for next year's show !)

~Yeah, i got free tickets !!!!!

For someone that missed it again, too bad....

what a waste !

i got his autograph, his CD and ......

i took a PHOTO wif HIM !!!!

SEEEEEE!!!Cute right !!!

His music CD

Hi-tea with god mom, auntie Helen and all tomorrow !!!!
Oh dear, I am gaining weight !

Nevermind, next week then diet !!!

~Hossan Leong Rocks big time !

Happy Children's Day to You KIDS !

HiiHii...
Wishin myself & friends a happy children's day
We daughter n son's of parents will always be KIDS in their eyes!
~i am sleepy so i shall not write anything more

~I just love the way u acted angry

isnt it so so so cute ... hehe

Commitments

Finally Fann Wong & Christopher Lee got married !
All the best to them...!!!
Their wedding was so grand... oh man
ANd they are like so sweet !!!
Blessings from all their friends, family and fans !

Sets me dreaming who i will get married to ?
Wondering who will be the man that walks together with me,
throught ups and downs for the rest of the remaining life ~

How will my wedding goes ....
what will i be wearing ?
Where's my honey moon trip gonna be !!!
Argg!!!!

A marriage is a full time commitment that you and your partner gives.
Having Whole hearted trust and faith !
Believing and loving one another...
BUilding up a FAMILY !

~I am having fantasy thoughts again....

REALITY CHECK PLEASE!

Email BOOM!

Its email and more incoming emails !!!
Preparation for STOMP next week !
Its gonna be a busy week for me ....
Duty rooster's up already !
Bump in on 5th Oct 10am ! *sweat
Upcoming of total 4 Bdays next week...
Have 3 friends of the same day ! cool huh!

Love for cooking just increased again!!!
~cooked fried rice in a new style ytd! *Nice

One word for today....
~I'm super bored!!!

~It's about Time!

Drama marathon!

Finally i watched finish the Korean drama
Boys Before Flowers! F4
OMG, i still like the guy Ji Hoo
his hair, his style and his dressing.
He kills lor ! why are they so sweet ... arggg!!!
thou is not realistic but still it just melt my heart

Next show i am watching now is Hong Kong series
D.I.E again.... super nice, the main guy super cute!
I'm at episode 5 already hehee!!!

Later going out.... where to go leh ????
Singapore is too small ....
not much place to hang out ...sigh sigh !

~Love snowskin mooncake with alcohol ice-cream!

Trust & Faith

Words that i never once heard from you.
We have come so far, I'll never let go easily.
You really touched my heart with those sms.
That was one side i never once knew.
Indeed happiness is hard to last....
but i will do my very best,
anything and everything just to see you happy

I Promise!

I trust and have faith in you.
After you have settle ur thoughts,
you would come back again.
This moment, i will be just right here waiting for you!

Holding on to this phrase in mind
~There can be miracles When you believe
Though hope is frail It's hard to kill.
Who knows what miracles. You can achieve When you believe .

~I'm holding on now & not letting go of u

I am sorry for ur broken heart!

Why so sweet =)

Wondering why.....
~you can tolerate my nonsense for the past few days
Wondering why
~you are giving in to me....?
Wondering why
~you spend so much time with me

But i just like the way it is....
It makes me hesitate now what should i do.
I guess i just have to give it a chance,
to see how things go.....
I cannot be unfair to you when you are putting
so much effort and i am planning for an END.

Everyone does needs a chance.
So i cant just sentence our relationship,
when it hasn't reach the ending point!

Just finished watching a taiwan drama series
Fated To Love You [命中注定我爱你]
So damn nice can...!!!!
sigh.... love stories make me so envy!!!!
Sigh sigh sigh !
Its a gd drama... must watch !
Okiie the Boys before flowers fever has past!
but I just started watching....
Why love stories are so sweet? ARG >.<
i wonder what if we have a Singapore version
How will it be like ....~imaginations =X

I got to be realistic thou but still,
fairy tales do happen when it comes to ME.....
I will be creating a realistic love story of ME&YOU
with a little spice of fairytale.

命中注定我愛你

我的快樂....
a song from 命中注定我愛你.
(Lyrics Translated to english) as u know my chinese SUX!
The meaning of the song just attracted me to it





Wandered, loitered, left, mistaken, cried, hurt
Tired, drained, sleepy, annoyed, mess-up, cold, it's all real
The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The sofa you sat on expanded, the music you love stopped
I waited for you till I became an accessory

Mine, yours, his, the good, the bad, the sad
The gray, the blue, the yellow, the sour, the sweet, the bitter, I still remember
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
How many days has the continental trail carried me
Suddenly, I discover I don't miss you right now

My happiness will come back
As long as I know how deep the love was
Do not ask whether it's worth it or not
My happiness will come back
Leaving is not a choice a someone can give another

My happiness will come back
As long as I know how deep the love was
Do not ask whether it's worth it or not
My happiness will come back
Leaving is not a choice you can give me

The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
I have let go... forgotten it...

When will my ending be as courages as this song!??

其實還愛你

How much this song meant !
~Nice!!!

lovely lovely day.

went to Chinatown just now...
Got my nails done again Hehe.
Favourite black nails Wahahaha
This time round had my eyes lashes curled!
my mom sponsor.... So nice right.!
It cost her $50... but it's pretty can Hehe.
After that had our favourite porridge and Yu Shen.


~ why m i behaving like this ?
what's wrong with me....
i really hate quarrels....
but still i cant give in recently....
thanks for understanding and giving way to a spoilt brad!

It's a Happy happy day!

24 days left!

Don understand what you really want!

Rainbow is out after a thunder storm.
But why m i uncertain about the patching up!
This time round, i feel kind weird....
Is it bcuz after so much of giving in and now is the other way round?
I am surprised thou to you giving in to me after a huge silent quarrel!
But what's holding you on to me?
Whatever it is, I'm tired of relationships....
Is too much for me to handle. i can go NUTS!

I hope to talk things out with you tonight!
just to get stuff out from my chest....
i hate the uncomfortable feeling stuck in there.

Now preparing to go out with my mommy !!!
~Shopping and more Shopping??? heheh

A conclusion is simply the place where you got tired of thinking.

What really went wrong?

The anger still lingers inside me.
It just wouldn't cool off.
What i want from you....?
Actually i am unsure too.
but it's frustrating .....
you said you don't wish to quarrel
but i am real tired already.
~exhausted
I dunno what my next step should be.

Pissed like hell !

Angry angry angry!
Fucking ANGRY can !!!

What you want from me. ???
i fall aslp is not as if its a BIG crime....
I already say i am sorry !

I really cant control my temper today!
~throw my hp down the stairs
is all i could do to relieve some anger !


I am really freaking pissed!!! arggg
And my ex...
i dunno... why is everything my fault ?
That time we broke of not bcuz we quarreled.
not bcuz i didnt understand u at all!
You had another lor...Oh please !!!!
for hell sake !!!! don act as if u were super nice can !
I did my part, the reason for our break up was bcuz,
i didnt had time for you due to my new nursing life ....
i was super busy with the 8-5 school schedule !
That was the time you keep spending time with Another!!!
What u did i can forgive but remember that ...
I can FORGIVE but never will FORGET

~tired n sleepy !

~Tired and sleepy !

Woke u early today n accompanied my mom to her office to take some stuff needed for my sister's BBQ tml!
After that had breakfast with her n sis @ Mac!
I am so freaking FULL can
Had hotcakes meal with hot tea....
the weather is cold cold today !!!! -__-lll

so nice for a sleeping day ! -__-Zzzz

Get some rest first later got to be busy with the preparation lo !!!

I've changed.... *SHIT! opps =X
I am no longer interested in CLUBBING....
I have thousand and one reasons to avoid clubbing!!!
WHY WHY WHY.... ???
In short i can say i am LAZY to club le.
I rather stay home and slack....
Save money too hehehehe

Its not about YOU anymore.....
My lifestyle has changed to suit YOU,
and now it has become my habit !!!

~26Days

its so near yet seems still a long way !

just love ur companionship !

Today is the last day of the Chinese Hungry Ghost Festival.
And it Moon Cake festival tml !!! 0.o

It's been long since i club too..... should i or should i not ?
REBEL is so tempting hahahah but why i am having hesitations
Only one word from u, If you don't wish that I am going to club.
I WILL NOT GO !!! hehe


JuxLoveUrCompanionship!
~thanks for spending so much time with me !
Deeply appreciate it

Next thing is i wanna learn how to cook from my Ah Ma!!!
went to take the prayed food from her and accompany her for awhile today.
She is jux so CUTE !!! hehehe

~27Days

Love is the only medicine for a broken heart.

complicatedly in love

so many things in mind.
wanna type it out but suddenly it all went blank!

As days passed, the day is drawing near.
wonder if i can let go is still a problem, i know it myself
but i just got to do something about it.
it seems like i understands you, yet at times
i am starting to not know who you really are!
it frightens me, leaving me uncertainty n insecurity

Many things i may know, i shall not say.
What is real n what are the lies u made to fool me.
You can hide but you can never hide from me FOREVER.
What you don't wish to say,
u would tell me that u do not wish to hurt me.
You do not want to see me unhappy.
but m i really happy ?
I know that i have lied many times.
i know the reason why we cant be together.
after all is ME n not all just about you.
but still every mistakes i made, i put the cause of it on you.
I will find every means i could to blame you for my mistakes!

Now that i have understand but its just too late to
turn back e time to change everything already


Looking back now.....(few months b4)
many shits happen but till now i still dunno what really happened.
i still got many quires inside my head unsolved.
~is it a fake pregnancy just to make me back out ?
~SMS from *u is it just being a hypocrite ?
~*u giving up is it just another scheme *u are plotting.
~Tagging on my blog is too coincident when shit happens involving *u
Everything, everything that happens...M i all to be blamed.

I've touched my heart n seriously asked myself,
What have i done wrong to accept all these craps from *u
Why must all the fault lies on me ??? when it takes both hands to clap...
If loving someone from afar is wrong, then i shall keep it away
if loving someone n yet not in a r/s is considered as stealing of bf,
then what is snatching of bf means?
if loving someone is so difficult to forget,
then i shall stay away n never wanna love again!


I am tired of this endless game.
Do what you want and never involve me inside ur scheming motives.
I am wrong to trust *u at e very begining.
And stop copying my lines........
(should have vented long time ago!)

28 days left !

Treasure everything you've got now!

Just accept it

Finally, i am getting use to it once again!
but then the mood goes up n down....
And still there are lots of BUT THEN
BUT THEN .....BUT THEN!!! and more BUT THEN

Count down ..... is it still on....???
I am giving myself time and also you time
Once again, i am wearing my mask in front of u.
I just want things right. That's y i am hiding my true self.
I know as long as I control myself, everything will be right !
I got to leave everything else invisible as thou it doesn't exist.

How long can my mask stay on....???
I feel that i m starting to have difficulty in breathing.

I know u are putting more effort than ever.
I know u r giving me more attention than b4
I know u are spending lots of time with me.
But it never seems to be enough.....
I AM ASKING FOR MORE NOW.
I just don't seems to be secured!
I am sorry!!!


Cant wait for STOMP!

~CountingDown

30 days!

Went Plaza Sing just now.
Its been long since i read comic books...
wanna have a taste back of seconday sch life
always havin a comic book in hand!
Thanks for the books hehe
i've got part 1 & 2...
gotta get 3, 4 & 5 myself !!!!

My All

Gamer! this movie is cool ...
and the rating is really M18 haha
Guys would really like this movie!!!
Kinda violent too... BLOODY !
relating to this show....,
i m not surprised if in the future,
our minds could be controlled by else one!
scary thou!!! but sad to say technology is really evolving fast!

Next movie i wanna watch is Blood Ties ...wahhahahaha

I've also watched Dance flick!
oh man .... i can say it sucks !
lame shit !
not worth to watch at all !
waste of time....

Okiie got to get ready for dinner....
my brother treating us out !!!
oh yeah !!!

mind isnt as strong as what i thought

My mind wasn't as strong as what I've thought.
Is my counting down still on ?
Plans for birthday ..... will it come true ?
a camera for my birthday.....
is a just a dream that I've got to wait ?


I have lots of quires in mind
lots of things happened .......
n now is like question mark? all over my head!
Are those that happened all linked ?

Ok ... meeting a friend for movie...
Are u in for GAMER!
7.30pm AMK HUB.
Now GTG.... pepper lunch here i come again !

Distances

Letting distance between us be the solutions to MY PROBLEM!
Letting g0 slowly!HOPE it Brings further Distances....
i guess that's e only CHOICE I'm left with!

I am ending this with MY own way !

Treasure the remaining time we have left!
Wishing the left coming memories created will only be happiness!
All i can say is I'm sorry cuz i have no choice left!
Like U have said.....I just got to "JUST ACCEPT IT"
I will be super nice from now on!
Enduring test for me!
My MASK is put on once again!
Just to see u happy!

I cant carry on dreaming n believing in nth anymore!
Just accept it ALL abt U !

~Counting down to date....

1 month & 5 days

090909

It's 090909 today !

My mom got me a nice skirt.
But its way too short
hello mummy i cant cover my ass!
~mummy: wear pants on e inside!

i cant seems to upload my photos into facebook !!!
why why why ???

JB tomorrow ~ oh baby !

Where got Ghost!??!

Went shopping with my sis today @ Chinatown.
got myself a pretty nice shorts for only $10.
but how sad its too short for me so i give my mom.

Next brought my IRRITATING sis watch WHERE GOT GHOST!
I laughed non stop can!!! even it was e 2nd time for me.
but i cant help laughing when she got shock hahaha =X
i know i am a baddie !!! hehehehe
My wallet really 1 big hole
went pepper lunch for dinner,
bought a box of nose pore patch n top coat for my nails!
Next i was tempted n i lost to myself!!!
Maxi Eyes Contact lenses Buy 2 box FREE 2 Box....
who can resist u tell me !!!! OMG lor
i spent more than a hundred already !!!!


~Got to wake up early tml to make Breakfast for 2 troublesome ppl!
Mushroom&Egg sandwich !!! (iKnowUmissedIt)

beyond my control

Meeting U was a fate we've got!
Becoming UR friend was a choice.
(Getting closer was hard)
Falling for U was way beyond my CONTROL!
(Staying on was a MISTAKE)
Holding on now cuz there's NO turning back !

Last day of COI

Last day of Cinderella on Ice
(*clap hands)

~Got myself a programme booklet and a charm keyring
~Got a programme for Aunty helen of course
and definately i will not forget BHB.
(BHB, if u reading this... u're not forgotten okiie!)

Last day of show so relax relax.
Brought laptop to theater, downloaded "BOLT" to watch
hahaha i am so smart !
at least the show entertained my bored hours!

Lastly, i came all good with the russian lady.
when all stuff was pack n pushed to back stage,
she gave me a HUG.
thats so nice isnt it !!!!
~I Love Happy Endings =) hehehe

Last 2nd day of COI

WISHFUL THINKING ALWAYS LED TO MY DOWNFALL!
~SHOULDN'T HAD PUT HIGH HOPES ON HIM!

I Had A Bad Day!

Nothing seems right again!

A simple kind of life!

For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life
And all I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I, always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser, looking for a fight

And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait, the most selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

work!

Last min was being called back to work!
is not sian 1/2 lor. it was totally a turn off...
I'm tired!!! update tml
~GoodNights

PLS stay right !

Everything feels RIGHT now!
AND i want this RIGHTNESS to continue on....
Finally i know what happiness is again....
I love the feeling of this happiness.
Smiling through my heart out !

My dear, i jux wanna tell u so much that u made my day ytd.
thou is nothing to u at all but its everything to me.
I am seeing ur effort. Really!
Deeply appreciate the things you have done recently,
even thou you remb those lies i've made...
From now, all things will be right.
I just need ur trust in me.


Last night was nice and all good.
We accompanied my mom to dragonfly
(a pub behind my hse)Not st james hahaha
The man Micheal freaked me out....
He says: woman are so cruel...
But i felt otherwise thou.
there r some gd man n some gd woman.
i guess u got to meet the right one b4 everything goes well.
I can feel how badly hurt he was when he finally cried infront of us
Whatever he told me last night, i will bear it in mind.
He is saying thru words of experiences.
Kinda pity him but life goes on isnt it!


Next issue.
To Hate-Bitch.
I don care what u tag in here cuz it doesnt affect me.
Say what u want.
Whether YOU r just helping a friend or what-so-ever
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!
IF YOU FEEL THAT I SNATCHED SOMEONES ELSE BF.
ASK THE BF N THAT GIRL OUT AND TALK INFRONT OF ME.
PLS GET THE WHOLE DAMN STORY CRYSTAL CLEAR B4 INSULTING HERE!
YOU GET ME WITH THAT?!!!...
IF U CONTINUE WITH THIS WITHOUT ANY EVIDENCE,
I AM GONNA REPORT THIS ISSUE TO THE POLICE AND I MEAN IT
i GUESS ONCE I SAID THIS U NO LONGER WILL TAG AGAIN
JUST LIKE THE PREVIOUS TIME CUZ YOU R A COWARD !
IF YOU ARE REALLY ANGRY ABOUT ME SNATCHING BF
COME AND GET ME ON YOUR OWN THEN!
BLOODY WRETCH!

JB shopping

OMG!
Shopping at JB will never be boring.
I am so freaking tired thou but i am happy
Done wif my shopping but wallet got a BIG BIG hole now !
What i have gotten today...Let's see!

~A polo T-shirt
~A pair of transformer T-shirt
~A 3 quarter pants
~A Black Skirt
~A new Bag
~2 Nail Polish
~Ophan DVD (opps =X)
~A big packet of chips
~"Mentoes" chewing gums

thats all for items...

wat i ate.....
Marrybrow---> something like KFC
1 white coffee ice (GAO)
2 toast bread
2 half-boiled eggs
3 curry samosa
2 gu cai kuek.

i think thats abt it !

ohh ya!!!
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !


Cinderella On Ice is now non of my business!
Cash Float returned.
Cart Keys return
Store Room Keys returned!

Tired

Thanks for callin me a pig... haha
i felt like a pig.
i didnt mind being one too... hehe
Just woke up from my sleep cuz of my HP ringing...
And its like OMG IT'S 3pm ALREADY!

Oh god, i am so freakin tired man.
Ytd @ work was not really nice.
that russian lady i am working with,
just turn around and simply pushes all e blames n fault to me

WHAT THE FUCK....

Through my life workin at Esplanade, doin merchandise
NEVER of such has happened before!
I am gonna see how the show on wed she's gonna die alone.
She thinks she is correct then have it her way!
i don wanna stress myself getting all figures right,
when she doesnt listens to others suggestion at all but...
only blame the errors to others!

th0ugh i am busy wif work, U're always on my mind!
you know that right....
i am sorry i fell alseep last night n didnt reply ur sms.
i was too tired.... Pls don get angry.... I am sorry my Dear !

A bad day

I had a bad day.
Too tired, will update tml.
Gd night!

I am tired after 11hrs of work!

Cinderella on Ice really can kill me !

~gd night sweet dreams.....

LoveUasDeepAsTheOceanMyDear

sad

"if SEX is sweet, and DEATH is bitter...
LOVE is both....
Love will always and forever break your heart"


Lesson learnt....

~never belive a girl's "craziness"....

~never put in too much hope in a unpredictable relationship
u will jux fall all e way down down!

~Guys will go all means to cover their ass,
and girls will go all means to protect their love ones so as to help cover the man's ass

why why why

many thoughts came.
i cant help wondering....
what face mask r u wearing?

received a sms ytd from "someone"
what nice wishes, what nice apology....!
but it scares me off....
i really dunno what's coming up next....
finally got my soul back, now u wanna disrupt my life
be faithful to him... why muz i since i am a bitch !
i don owe u anything....
why wanna mess up my life???
everything happened toooo coincidentally,
i cant help feeling everything is well plan!

u wan him, i left him.
wanting so much to moved on....
trying to find another to replace the broken part of me
it's not i don want, it's i CANT....
everything happen at e wrong place n wrong time.
that night i shouldn't be there @ rebel !


To HS.
if u r reading this.
i guess all these while u did.
i really dunno what u wan from me.
He's all urs.... !!!
u don have to ask me to look after him n stuff!
Be faithful??? for ? so that i can be hurt by both of u again ?
i am already now trying to get back on track
n it's going on pretty quite well....
pls don disrupt my life .... Great thanks !!!
if u really wanna give up its also not my problem....
for god sake pls don come up with so many funny pattern can!

Bump in

I am so glad i got help this afternoon.
dunno what will happen if i am all alone.
thou i hurt my hand while shifting those heavy programmes,
i had fun doing the bump in.
l0ve it fat ass !!! hehehe

all ready f0r tml's display.....

OMG confession time.

I had so much for "dinner"
diam sum heheh
which cost me $28 plus plus !!!
i am super BROKE

on ice season

Cinderella on Ice season is here.
Cant wait n now is HERE.
Heading to Esplanade Now after this post !
part of the stock coming in today.
its counting n still counting!
doin the display tml.... mmmm
i wonder how it goes....
its my role, my part n my turn now...
everythying there will be a first time...
I am so excited!!!

I am so glad everything is back on track,
so i can focus in life....
~I am happy the way life is now
i don care what others or some ppl do behind.
i just wan a normal happy life.

Glad we talked

I am glad we talked
Everything felt just in place for me once again!!!!

Guilty

Freak .....
I am so GUILTY....
Had ice-cream buffet again jux now !


its good to get ice-cream stuff down ur throat,
when u r jux feeling emotionally down !
~But all i need was a hug from u


25/8/09
~contented
i g0t my hug
n i feel perfect now!

Alright blogger kisao again ~
Getting kinda used to it already, i guess !

well, i really don understand some kind of ppl
Why r there such type of human on Earth.
or maybe i should say, why let me meet n know of such a person.
It's annoying & irritating... don u know originality!
Is Copy and paste, Ur style...? LoL
Shameless Wretch !

Fine! i shall stop talking abt THAT PERSON!
Spoils MOOD!



~Wondering.....
what will it be NOW if we were never aparted?
Many Plans? Happy Endings ?
After that night, having a long coversation on the phone with u .
i found out so much misunderstandings we had in e past !
How childish we were then.
At least now we could talk to each other n smile.
Hanging out together with laughter.....
If only we could talk things out before,
things wouldnt had happen and it will not be so COMPLICATED.

I realised the faults i had in handling a relationship.
Am trying to change out the bad habits.
Have my new ways to handle my relationship,
Only to improve and NOT DESTRUCTIONS !

~IjuxLoveUso!

Love is being stupid together

need u in my life !

JUX TAKEN 2 BUTTER BUN!
SO READY TO SLP

~I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE WITH ME!
NOT JUX UR PRESENCE BUT UR HEART N MIND TOO


If you really love HIM,
Let it go.....
If HE comes back to u, It's Urs.
If it doesn't then it was never meabt to be.

Not well

Wasn't feeling well today !
by right got to get the materials for display de but...
due to the heavy rain n me down with slight fever plus giddiness.
TORTURE!
the giddiness made me felt nausea n i puked!
*vomited !!!!
The feeling was awful... DAMN ~
Now i can feel my eyes so puffy!
will i look like a goldfish ?

I am so addicted to online mahjong gaming
~VIWAWA
even i dunno what e hell i am playing....

mySECRETwordsTOyou

~ IjuxLoveUso!

DRINKING

Was drinking for a continuous of 3 days straight
Cuz of my mom. Her birthday like Queen, celebrate 3 days straight.
2 post birthday cum on actual day!

I had enough of BEER!!!
~ARGGGG!!!


~JuxLoveUbeingByMySide

Why whenever i got the mood to upload photos...
this blogger will always go kisiao !!!

why why why
tell me why ????

i m beeing wATCHED

I am Being Watched ! Constantly i got to be on the right behaviour.

Every step i make determines the result and finalisation between us!

Hopes nothing goes wrong for me !

I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE

WILLING TO DO ANYTHING RIGHT FOR IT !

WTF

Finally blog back to normal again but why i cant post photos !!!
stupid blogger. cant wait to share the photos i took recently !

Anyway, i got a joke to share with u guys !
ytd i went swimming wif Someone. (name i shall not mention)
~You know who U r !!! (i will name this person "X")

Okie, i went swimming with X,
How smart can X be....
We wore our swim wear inside n head to e pool!
definitely we had to bring out under garments to change afterwards!
X had totally forgotten her BRA & UNDERWEAR!

Great right...
After swimming, Me being nice accompanied her....
wearing the dry clothes over our soak n wet swimwear
HOW NICE !
And i was thinking of home straight away to get my shower,
but she suggested it not far from my hse so we shall WALK !

It was a Brilliant idea thou.... BUT,
We ended up at a noodle stall,
eating a tiny bowl of abalone noodles which cost us $6
Damn that was FREAKING EXPENSIVE can !
well after eating, we pass a cake shop....
i was attracted to the CAKES of course.
we ended up getting a cake each....
i got myself a kaya cake n X a durian cake....
Upon continue walking, i was craving for tang yuan...
so we stop by a desert stall & i got my beancurd n tang yuan desert TABAO!
Also we got a grass jelly drink.....

~If we would to had took a bus home...
All that WAS MENTION ABOVE wouldnt had happen *RIGHT ???

Not forgetting i had DINNER waiting for me at home !
~sigh!!!! i ate too much.... swimming didnt help a single bit i guess!

lazy!

I am too lazy today!
to be continue tml!

gd night!!!
sweet dreams

Where got Ghost!

watched where got ghost this evening!
i laugh like hell can.....
but cannot compare with my cousin....
if i would describe her laughter, i believe u all would laugh wif me too!

Anger begins with folly, and ends with regrets!

Great !
had popcorn today... snatch wif my cousin!
BUT we didnt watch any movies!
jux felt like eating popcorn lor !

last night, i was craving for chee cheong fun & dimsum!!!
Next moment got ppl bring me go buy...
although is very bad to have supper at late nights
BUT i don care !!!! wahahahaha
Thanks yo!
U really made my day ytd !!!!

Blogger Kisiao again !!!!
sian one lor!!!

National Day!

Woke up early in e mornig today,
just to follow my mom to e market.
slept at 3.30am, only had like 5 hrs of slp.
got to drag myself up n out of bed as i m havin steamboat tonight.
never been so go0d b4.
went to b0on keng market n had breakfast in such a early morning.
it's been long since i had breakfast n also wif my mom.
head back home after getting the stuff.
definately i got to help in preparing.
i took over the prawns.... Man they r really sharp.
g0t prick here n there when cutting of the sharp part of the prawns
next, went to e NTUC to get more stuff for steamboat.
didnt even had time for lunch.
and my great mom forgot to take e eggs after payin,
so poor me got to head back to e market to get it.
Had my nails d0ne....
g0t a pair of new heels!!!! hahahah
upon reaching home, got to mop the whole hse b4 ppl start comin.
was so so so tired.

Effort was put in.
Dinner was great n delicious of course!!!.
BUT.......
1 friend did not turn up w/o informing!
2 friends got plans after, left at 10pm
another g0t to meet someone impt left at 10.30pm
Great, n my cousin left too....last min goin out
everyone has plans after all on National day except me !

~its not abt sorry or the money!
i feel so fuck Up!
I will never organise any stuff again!
U all d0nt deserve my effort & time!!!

~SUPER PISSED !

Burnt!

I left the pot on fire.
And now is Burnt !
i almost burned my kitchen down...
now my kitchen is sooo smokey !!!
Best part, My pot melted !

See the hole !!!!

~I'm a PRO ~

Addicted to this song obsessed!
~"why r u so obsessed with me "

Oh yah

Finally Blog back on normal track !


ok so much to say but try to make it short n sweet!
before everyone fall asleep.

First of all, I'm enrolling into JamesCook university
to continue my psychology course.
Hopefully i could get into it !

Next, I fall back in love again!
with??? cooking hehe
i wanna cook n cook n cook !
trying up new dishes!
i found out a new way to make the soup really SWEET.
u love it ! i love it too !!!

Oh, first time went to play this catch doll doll thingy.
I hate it when i drop it.
i think i am addicted to it.
finally i got a Eeyore.
by playing the jackport thingy.
i love it so so so so much.
And i got lots of sweets to eat for the up coming days !!!
Thanks for getting it for me.
I deeply appriciate it
Love ya

Ok, Last but not least.
This sunday going to have steamboat at home....
wahahahaha cant wait to EAT, Eat, eAt and eaT!!!!

pics

Fairytale

Dreams do come true if u wish hard enough for it

Ytd went to airport to pick Auntie helen.
She will be staying for a week till 7 Aug!
Haha got to plan outtings already!

About the tag board issue.
Its already been awhile and since the coward had not shown up,
I also don bother anymore.
I believe That person will surely get it's retribution!
whether is a HE or A SHE or a IT.
I don wanna know. Let the matter rest!

Next, i wanna go malaysia shopping!!!
I wanna go sing K ...
so many things to do !
lastly i wanna cook ....

~In love

I am so content with my life now.
Nothing could me better like how is it right now.
it could be perfect if....
this stupid blogger thingy can get back on track !

Make me no mood to update nicely !
anw... jux had a nice lunch cooked by ME!
i check out the fridge, the whole kitchen...
i made a simple fried rice wif what i could find.
Seafood fried rice.... hehehe

It's been long since i really cook...
had ben eating maggie mee my way thru recently.

Next thing FB also need me to scold.
why is the site i have to log into everyday giving us prob!
I jux don understand!

Oh ya!
auntie helen will be back tml evening....
planning for st james hehehe

~b0ring

when is blogger goin to get back on track!
i cant blog in peace !!! damn !
Boring !

Ok, blogger got some network prob.
but who cares, nth can stop me from bloggin.
cant wait for tml !
$ing dollars here i come.
after that clubbing session wif my brother n his gf
n not forgetting friends of course....

Cant wait cant wait cant wait....
actually its already tomorrow!!! hehe
cant wait for later hehehee

OMG !!!!
time fly pls hurry!!!

~b0ring

0oooo... Finally can blog le!
Just now system down !
Later got to work.... the word is ~SIAN!
Need to sit in front of the computer, project ID, Quotation....
bla... bla... bla...!
OMG !!! just by thinking of it i hope it's end work time le!
~Sigh ! ~Sigh! ~Sigh! =(

Also i get to watched the movie Obsessed with Steph already!
it's so scary man... it's even more horrifying than a horror movie!
wonders if this really happens in reality?
the main lead, he is really a Gd husband.
Respect his endurance & resistance to seduction !
~Faithfulness - I like IT !!!
The wife is super powerful.
like the scene when she fight with that Slut!
She=slut is really scarily~Obsessed!
Am thinking, maybe she got illusion or something.
Serious mental problem!!!! thinking of it gives me goosebumbs!

~Love the show !
Learn alot from it too....

~Gd Nite everyone !

Quiz

Took 2 quizs from Facebook....

What m i hiding away from People.......?

Emotions
You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

~Kinda true yet its something i don't wish to admit !

Who's my Perfect Match ?

Ambitious & Driven
Your perfect match is someone who values success, is a natural born leader and constantly works hard to improve themselves and their life. They will deeply appreciate your ability to make them feel special. This type of person loves admiration and your giving, loving and wonderfully kind nature will make you their perfect mate. Your match also enjoys biking, hiking, working out and eating healthy--taking care of their body is a priority to them and they always look their best.This person will always protect you and keep your best interests at heart- they really want to go the extra mile to make you happy. The top traits they are looking for in a mate is loyalty and trustworthiness.They love a good challenge and are visionaries. This can hinder them when falling in love because they are very driven to find "the one" and won't settle for less. However, once they fall in love with you, they will be very affectionate and are enthusiastic about the relationship.

~0oooo, will there be such a guy for me ?

It's Sunday

It's sunday....

But i'm sick....

down wif flu n aches....

maybe cuz ytd caught in the rain bah!

slept the whole day today.

feel better now le.

its seems like i have wasted a day just like that !

Sigh!........!! =(

ok, now i'm all awake,

what should i do leh ?

~Tired Day

Ok what a day today !!!
Tiring at times, slack but fun too.
Its a one time experience for me !
AND I DIDN'T KILL THE PATIENT!
maybe it's been long since i did this nursing care thingy.
having backache le sigh sigh !!! =(

I was surprised someone pick me up from work today.
Deeply appreciate it ! Thanks, u made my day!

~tired tired
Having a bad flu........
I Hate it !


Was reading through a random profile n i saw this:
If Love Should be Ready to accept suffering as expecting Happiness at the end of a Story Nevertheless the pain is the beginning of an Endless Happiness Story


Yawnnzz.....
Gd Nite....
feeling drowsy after e flu medication!

me

Good Night....

All ready for tomorrow's Work !

Wonder how's like to be a private nurse.

And its been long since i look after a patient !!!

Bless me, wish me luck !!!

Boredom

Did Out Of Boredom !

i'm So Sorry Uncle Lek !

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~My Favorite Piggy !

Dreaming of U

Dreamin Of You

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you
and I wish on a star.
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight'
Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming
about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me
and I wonder if you Know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day
and the courage to say
How much I love you
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming
about you and me
late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
"I love you"
~I love you too
I'll be dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world
l'd rather be Than here in my room
dreaming with you endlessly



~All that i have to say is writen in this song!

What'sUpWifU

For the sake of blogging.

i wanna say I'm sleepy & tired

The End!

~Thanks for reading hehe =)

end of e world

l0ve tis s0ng when i first heard it.

it just sang my heart out

th0ugh it's depressing but it meant so much